Ibanez

My ibanez...

10/5/2005
Today i meet richard at aijuni... he is my cousin band guitarlist, he accompany me go buy my electric guitar! so i reach there at around 4, then after he reach, we walk to "sweelee" the guitar warehouse, then i choose very long, in the end i choose this guitar, this is a IBANEZ RG321MH, and i bought a Laney amp, an IBANEZ guitar tuner, an IBANEZ guitar strap and a guitar bag, everything cost me $757... then after that i took train home, then richard and his band go jamming, then i take train all the way back to jurong east, damn! the amp is like so fucking heavy... lolx, when i reach home.. i start to JAM! lolx

12/5/2005
Tml is my Grandpa 49th day death, so me and my mum going to my grandparent house to stay over night, heard the priest say he will come back to visit us one last time b4 he go.. so that day we stay there over night, then in the noon, i meet my aunt at IMM then take cab to my grandparent house.... then around 11.00pm we all went to bed... blab blab blab * i skip this part....*

13/5/2005
Today everyone of us went to the temple to chant for my grandpa.... the chant is like 3 hours.. then after that i meet pl, nigel , peishi, lixin and kelly at orchard,cos we going movie, then kelly left in a while, we watch the movie "the Jacket" nice show, i give the show 8/10 , only me and nigel like the show, the other 3 dun understand the movie, they are STUPID! hahahhaa, great story line.. creavtive story line!
After the movie we went to S11 behind center point, then we eat there, we only eat satay.. lolx, then we will like taking video with nigel video cam.. anyone wan the video can ask from me.. after that, we went to TCC for a drink.. we spend like 36buck for 5 person, then around 12am, we decide to go nigel house stay over... we took bus 7 to clementi, then we reach clementi at around 1am, then we took a cab to nigel house, we ask alot of uncle if he wan to drive 5 person.. but all dun know, then got one handsome taxi kor kor agree to drive us.. lolx then pl had to hide below the sit! lolx! then we reach le, then we start to rot at nigel house, then we talk about the pass, and stuff... then morning we all went home... all tired le...

ok lo, thats all for today
byebye
sign off
-dennis

sorry

If u r reading this, i just wanna say
sorry, sorry if i make u sad ...
sorry that i dun know what else to say, i am not very good in words... sorry again



Damn! recently i am very into alcohol! that day bought some vodak Venom, then i drink like 2 bottle in a night, then tonight i left 3 bottle and , in my frigde, only got 1 left.. hahahahaha, wow, if i continue like this i gonna be broke in a month time.. hahahhaa

gtg
cya pple

-sign dennis

i dream of him...

Last night i dream of my ah gong...
He seen so real in my dream...
Tears fall down my cheek when i wake up...
Never gonna see him, hear him again...

today going sentosa with nigel and peiling, maybe kowk weng coming...

I miss u ,ah gong

its so fast.... its been like 1 month plus ever since my grandpa pass away. but when ever i think of him, my tears roll down, alot of stuff happen after my grandpa pass away.. i was sack from my job, cos of the resturant dun wan any more part timers, 2nd i was reject by tp,rp,sp and np, now still left nyp... but i had already register to ite dover, and i am in for the electronice course, so now i dun dare to think about going to poly, cos i know its like no chance at all..
another thing is that, i am abit confuse, whether to go to ns first or continue my study first... haiz....

that day, i went to temple with my mum to chant for my grandpa... when i see his photo, i can like feel that he is just around me, and again my mum and me brust out in tears.. my grandpa is a very very nice person, he will never say no to anything we ask him to help us do.. and since young my cousin, desmond and i stay at my grandparent house, and its my grandpa who look after us most of the time.... and slowly when we grow up, i selfdom go and visit him... after that we found out his sickness, i then went to visit him more often.... but by then, i wanna but him his favor food , but my mum say that ah gong cant eat those stuff now... the night when ah gong pass away, i was working, i rush down right after my work, when i reach there, he is already in coma, my mum told me that ah gong brain is already dead... but his heart is still beating... i think that he is waiting for everyone to come.... everyone cry in the hospital....

1 month had pass, but its like all these just happen yesterday... till now, i still cant believe that my ah gong is gone... and the last word he say to me is * bao bao* although he had a hard time talking by then, but he still try his best to call my name when i come...

well.. really hope that time will heal...
ah gong will always be in our memory...
i miss u ah gong..